My dearest little Baby,
Mamma is very much worried over you. She has been having small drops of blood spotting recently and went to the doc for an ultrasound yesterday. She wanted to make sure you are okay inside and developing fine.
On the computer screen, that image showed a small coin shaped sac..your sac. But, the image did not show you. I am sure you were somewhere there, but neither me nor the doctor or your dadda could find you in there.
Where were you hiding baby?
The doctor finally said it is too early and that you were way too tiny to show up on the image. She also said, it’s either that or …or you might have left me without informing.
I know that cannot happen. I know you cannot just leave like that. I know you won’t. ..will you?
Mamma is very scared for you baby…and worries for you every single waking minute. Your dadda has been really supportive though. He keeps talking nice things to calm me down and assures me that all is going to be well. He thinks that I need to be optimistic and have positive thoughts, especially for your good. I agree with him and love him for that, but the worry doesn’t seem to leave me easily.
I have been asked to come for another ultrasound in 2 weeks, to see if you show up in that sac..to see if you were just hiding.
So, hear me out dear baby. Don’t scare mamma. Don’t hide, don’t be shy. Show up bright and glowing on that image on the computer screen next time. Okay?
In love with you already,
P.S : Dear friends out there..please keep us in your positive thoughts and well wishes. I need them very badly.