I am bleeding my baby into a sanitary pad..as I type..
It does not seem to stop.
But my tears have stopped. I am unable to cry anymore.
My eyes hurt..and so does the tummy..empty now.
They said it was nature’s way of getting rid of an imperfect conception. They said it’s not uncommon.They said I will be alright soon.They said all happens for good.
I hear them, but nothing makes sense.
All of you wonderful people who wished me well, I am so thankful to every one of you.
I am sorry…sorry that it ended like this..sorry that I could not help it..sorry that I was too happy too soon..sorry that I lost something even before having it..